
I am drawn to the idea of a writing practice. The term itself is forgiving and reminds me that there is room for error, it reminds me that I am a novice and all that is required of me is to return, again and again, to my chair, to my notebook. It sounds deceptively simple, much like meditation practice which is anyting but simple. Admittedly, I struggle but if I don't show up, if I don't try to quiet my mind, I have regrets and I am haunted the rest of the day thinking, "What if? What if I had tapped into that place and five pages worth of story flowed out and I was there to catch it?" All I know is that I'll never know unless I show up and sit down; unless I practice.
Baby knows exactly what she wants and she practices everyday with due diligence. She wants a morsel of chicken, of fish, of cheese. She wants something other than what is in the Nutro can. So she shows up. She sits. Every. Day.
This is her practice. Some days she is successful, other days she is not. She does not know at the outset what the days' practice will bring, she only knows that she has to try. She has to sit and put in the time. And if she is lucky, the fruit of her labor, her attentiveness, her commitment to her practice will pay off.
What I respect most about her is that there are days when she gets absolutely nothing but she still shows up the next time. I know that some of you will read this and think she's just a dog for chrissake. You'll chalk it up to blind optimism or survival and maybe you're right. I shrug my shoulders. So what? I like what I see. I see commitment, I see my inspiration. "Just show up, just put in the time," she tells me and I follow her lead.